gift

afternoon, november 26, 2006.

sometime november

hope she'll understand my silence. when that is all i can do not to make matters worse than it already is.

yet, every now and then i look at my celphone...

borrowed heaven

daybreak, alabang-zapote road. taken early sunday morning during one of the numerous times i stayed over saturday night in the office. deserted streets devoid of the usual bumber to bumper traffic. for awhile i thought i was the only human left in the planet. he,he.

on a different matter: i told a friend of mine that i was finally able to start painting again. she's right in a way...i think i've lost sight of the main reason why i paint in the first place. but several minutes after our talk, my celphone beeped...and i got lost again. i yearn for the day when i could look back again at all these and give a wry smile.