bathroom window, early morning at home
staring at a blank canvas...thinking of things that could have been...cryptic? just need some rest. preferably a whole week of rest far from the city.
i used to laugh at people who introduce themselves with a title in front of their names. attorney so-and-so, judge _______ , architect ______ . i know that they've earned the right to be called those things. but i remember someone telling me as a kid that one shouldn't let a man's job be the measure of what he is. ( maybe i got this advise from my parents when they were trying to pass off my lack of ambition, he,he. )
but for sometime now, i noticed introducing myself with an addendum: i am a 3d artist. or i am an artist. makes me think that without my job, i am nothing. ( hmmm, come to think of it, i am nothing...arrgh ) he,he i grew up to become someone i hate...
